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May. 24th, 2006
12:39 pm - dark doom doomy darkness
I lost my fucking glasses. Now, tis hard for me to see.I HATE THEM SO MUCH!!!!!! EEEKKK!! SCREAMY NOISES!! SHIT, AM I TIRED. I AM SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED.SERIOUSLY, I AM JUST RAMBLING ON AND ON LIKE SOME KIND OF HORRIBLE RAMBLER THAT RAMBLES TOO MUCH. MY BACK HURTS LAMN. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
i talk too much, yes? yesterday, i took some aspirin and i took 3 out of the bottle, and as i did, one flew out and it rolled on the floor and i watched it in fascination.and it landed and i saw susanna kaysen and lisa and polly and all the other girls flash before my eyes. odd,yes? i dunno.cruz is a fershmen.with horribly tight pants
fact: i have a HUGE headache. =)
May. 17th, 2006
01:49 pm - music music and more music...
I would like to take this opprotunity to thank a certain someone, a very special friend of mine, for introducing me to such great music. She was the one who introduced me to AFI, now one of my favorite bands. To Joy Division, Dresden Dolls, Tiger Army, From First To Last, Bikini Kill, and Hunter Revenge. I dont know about you, but that is a lot of bands to really get into in less than a year. My nose is runny. I hate 5th period, and i have to be in here for 2 hours! Its vecause the seniors are testing. The guy I have a crush on is a senior....anyway, i really want a semi-permanent tattoo. i think it lasts for 6 months and then it eventually fades away. I wonder what I would want...maybe a bunny!! that would be awesome!!
May. 16th, 2006
12:41 pm - cancer schmancer
Ok, i am in 4th period and the bell is going to ring when my friend Crotch comes in. So she sits next to me and we start talking or whatever and the teacher asks her to leave. So Crotch says to me : ''your mom has cancer or something''. And I start laughing and my friends who sit behind start to laugh too. So Crotch leaves and this one chick who sits in the front row was all : ''That shit wasnt funny. People dying from cancer isnt funny. Stupid bitch''. This catches MY attention. and from then on, this was what the conversation (or should I say shouting match) went:
Me : excuse you?
Girl: that girl was talking about people with cancer. thats not funny.
M : Well, I thought it was funny.
G : No, it aint funny cause one of my family members died from cancer.
M : Okaayy....
G : It's not funny!
M : She was't talking to you, she was talking to ME, so I dont see why that should matter.
G : WELL IT AINT FUNNY THAT BITCH WAS TALKING SHIT ON CANCER PEOPLE AND MY MOM DIED FROM CANCER, DUMBASS!
M : I DONT GIVE A RATS FAT FUCKING ASS!!!
G : YOU ARE FUCKING STUPID I CANT BELIEVE HOW FUCKING DUMB YOU ARrrrrreeeee......blah blah blahh.......
I just eventually ignored everything she was saying cause I really did NOT care about this bitch and her problems.
Girl : IMA CALL SOMEONE ON THAT BITCH!
Me : Ooh, I am so scared, help me.
Girl : I AINT TELLING YOU TO BE SCARED IM TELLING HER!!
Me : Well, thats what you implied.
Girl : NO, I WAS EMPLYING HER! (yes, she said ''emplying''.)
Me : Anyways...
I resumed talking to my friends and the bitch was STILL yelling so the teacher told her to be quiet and then the bell rang and i yelled ''TIME TO LEAVE"!!!!!! Then I walked out the door and as I did I shouted '' your mom gon die of cancer"!! and crotch was waiting for me outside and gave me a weird look when i said that so I told her everything and SHE got mad. Then this dude from ny class was all '' I got your back''. so, my day sucked.
May. 15th, 2006
12:36 pm - mothers day
Mother's Day was such a pain in the ass. Seriously. Me and my family went to this mexican restraunt downtown, and it sucked. That morning my dad took my mom's money card or something and stole money from her which pissed EVERYONE off, because it's mothers day and already my dad is taking money from my mom
just so he could get some fucking drugs which are destroying his brain cells (the little cells that he has left!). My dad is such a douche bag. just WAIT till father's day....
May. 12th, 2006
01:33 pm - ?
I fel as though I am about to IMPLODE in on myself. I went to this art thing yesterday because my class and I had done some..well, ART and anyway if I went, I would get 50 extra credit towards my grade (which is SNAUSAGES) so I went. But there was not enough room in the bus for my fat ass so I went in a car with my teacher, Mr. Garcia, so yeah....it was ok.. there was free food, which is always awesome.=) It was at this law firm by woodward park. When i got home i was exhausted! anyway, peace.
May. 8th, 2006
01:16 pm - i want a gay foster dad.
why not ME people? i went to my friends house on friday to go swimming, and I was excited because i knew she had 2 foster dads who were gay. Well, when I met one of them, he was everything a stereotypical gay man on tv was. That is a good thing, believe me. He was SO cool, I wont tell you his name cause..well..i dunno, but anyway i had a fantastic time, and her dad was so fucking funny, dude, seriously. I felt so at home when i stayed there, I haven't felt that way in a LONG time, and it was great. I say more later.
